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Left alone.

I'm trying to be strong.

You know that I am. You know how much I suffer.

How much I try to do my best.

Without you, I'm shattering.

Don't you remember?

I'm out of glass.

That's what you told me too, right?

But please tell me,

why did you forget it?

I just want you to hug me.

I want you to be there for me.

But I don't want to show it. I want to hug you. I want to be there for you. I want to protect you.

I think it's enough.

I think you've done way too much for me.

I want to do you a favor. But then,

please stop leaving me alone.

We used to be friends.

It was beautiful, you know?

I gave you everything. I gave you my heart, my soul, my life.

There was only one thing I wanted to do:

I wanted to make you happy, just so happy. Even though I wasn't.

And you enjoyed it, oh, you enjoyed my pain. The only thing you wanted to do,

is to kill me.

Yes, when I look back, I miss those times. But do you know what?
I'm going to change everything now. I'm going to find new friends. I have new friends.

I'm going to be happy. I don't want to care about you anymore.

Because you stole everything you could possibly take. You stole my identity.

But it doesn't matter. And do you know why?

You're never gonna be me.

You're never gonna be as strong as I am.

I'm strong, and I'm gonna prove it. I can fight. I can be happy. I do enjoy life.

I don't have to play the victim, like you do. Because I'm never gonna let myself be the victim.

Remember my words.

Thoughts.

Sometimes it's better to be quiet.

If you talk, you could hurt other people.

And that could hurt you too.

Love me back.

Just saying.

And you know what? Fuck you. You just piss me off so much.

Stop acting like you fucking like me.

Stop telling me that you love me so much.

Stop acting like I'm important to you.

We all know you still didn't forgive me. We all do.

That's why it hurts to see how much you're lying to me.

It just hurts.

We used to be one soul.

And now we just... Well. I don't even know.

I love you, you push me away. I need you, but I can't tell you.

Also, you're not alone. You're not.

You have so many people who love you. People who are with you.

No, not people from the internet. Real people.

So just stop it. You're being beloved.

Open your fucking eyes and see how much you should appreciate life.

It hurts to see you sad...

Oh, wow, aber fick dich.

Es ist so scheiße. So verdammt scheiße. Die Welt is ungerecht.

Für Leute wie mich. Für Leute wie mich, für Verrückte.

Man will einfach entfliehen. Aus der Realität raus, in eine Welt voller bunter Farben.

Einfach weg.

Fass mich nicht an.

Nein. Gib mir nicht deine Hand. Sieh mich nicht an. Dreh dich nicht um. Spricht nicht mit mir.

Ich habe dir so oft geholfen.

Ich habe so viel für dich getan.

Ja, ich habe ALLES für dich getan.

Doch für dich war es nur ein Fehler. Ein einziger, großer Fehler. Ja, ich habe dein Leben zerstört, sagst du. Von wegen Engel. Du dachtest doch nie so von mir, stimmt's? Ich habe nur aufgebaut und zerstört, sagst du. Macht nichts. Das bestätigt nur mein Denken.

Es ist alles meine Schuld und nur ich mache Fehler. Ich habe ja nur Angst vor Veränderung, sagst du.

Oh, wie wenig du weißt. Wie wenig du weißt.

Du solltest die Realität akzeptieren, wie sie ist, und aufhören in deinem Wunschdenken zu leben.

Doch jetzt ist es sowieso vorbei.

Ich nehme deine Hand nicht mehr.

Nie mehr.

Du bist nicht mehr der, den ich lieben gelernt habe.

Du bist nicht mehr du.